I'll Complete You - Visitor's Love Poem

by Cathy
(UK)

Temptation, anticipation
I'll brush it off
Vulnerable
I'm capable
lost control of my feelings
I'll let it fade
erase it, it's only in my head
I do everything I can
what I do only waits to cut me again
what did I do to deserve the distress
I stop, only to repeat what harms me the most
It's what I want the most?
my desire has yet to happen
I lose all sense of control and my mind becomes a chaos
double thinking, over analyzing
but keeping a strong sense of faith for my expectations
will you remember what I am?
will you remember everything about me I know you love?
I know what I am is enough
you were right when you said I'm the optimistic one
but I will not stop questioning myself
past, future, present
love
I'll be patient and I'll wait
but I don't want to lose anymore time
when I could be perfect in your arms
and my promise is
I'll complete you