The Greatest Man That Ever Lived - Visitor's Story

by Sugenya
(Woodlands, Singapore)

THE GREATEST MAN!

If there were ever a man that deserved more from life than he was given, my grandfather would be that man. He was such a great man. He has been the center of my universe, my best friend, and my grandfather, for a period of time that goes beyond memory.

I sit here numbed knowing that this bond has come to an end. I struggle with the feelings I have for him. On one hand, I love him enough not wanting to see him suffer. I am grateful and glad that he has passed on. Yet, the more selfish side of me mourns his loss and simply cannot let him go.

It all began when he was admitted in the hospital. He became very ill and very weak. About one week later, I went to see him. I just felt like breaking down when I saw him. The following week, a call came. My parents left hurriedly after answering that call.

At that point of time, I was doing my homework and I did not sense anything wrong. About one hour later, my dad called and told me that my grandfather had passed on. I just could not believe what I was hearing. I was so shocked. I just stared at the empty wall not knowing how to respond as I was only about 8 years old at that time. And all of a sudden, I started crying.

Till this day, I can never forget him as he is still a part of me. I write this as I am sitting at home today unable to stop thinking about him. It is good to have family and friends there for me. They sure have been a huge support. I still don't know when I will start to feel better but I know that my grandfather is in every inch of my being and that calms my fears.