The Moon My Lover - Visitor's Poem
by Barnali Saha
(Nashville, TN, USA)
Loneliness
I emblazon my unearthly heart
With the jewel of his love
When surreptitiously he comes to me
To despoil me of what I have
As the dew drops tinkling ripple
My gelid lids stare cripple
In the summer of love the world rejoices
Flowers bloom, and the bird voices
The sweet tunes of passion
My soul yearns for the lost obsession
Incarcerated in the abysmal hollow
Days and nights cold and sallow
I hear the blowing breeze, soft murmur, crumbling leaves
The moon light illuminates the mounts and creases
And slowly, silently creeps unseen in to my lonely pyre
To play my bloodless ossuary like a lyre
I feel each stroke, its nimble fingers making bizarre notes
The soundless susurrations of the nightly spirit
Garlands of emotions weave in my lost sojourn
I sleep day and night- silent, motionless, unable to speak
Yellow daffodils nod in the bright morning breeze
While I am enwrapped and poisoned by a mystic maze
The waste land underneath in this unknown hell
Dry and thorny sees no magic spell
Like the cold devil I hear you cry
Your tears running down and those flowers dry
I pine to get back to your soft, white arms
And laugh with you and enjoy worldly charms
But alas I lay like one dead nightingale
Your words reach me yet I cannot regale
Beyond the doors of life I wish you peace
While I will forever lay in unreasonable ease
Stuck behind the four walls and guard as a sentinel
Death, my inevitable end took you away
A spirit and a body hath never mate
This is my destiny and your ineluctable fate
Cold and dry the desert turn gray
No hope, no desire bears fruit in May
My relentless spirit howls in the dark
And deathless moonlight reaches the murk
I feel your touch in the moon light white
Striking unearthly notes that one beam light
I still hear your welling eyes speak
The white roses lie dry and meek
The world revolves, seasons come and go
My deathless spirit haunts in this moonlit bough
Seeking you in its touch and unwilling to depart
One mortal moon and one dead soul torn apart.