Thoughts of You - Visitor's Love Poem

by Normita Pangan
(Manila, Philippines)

I woke up hours ago and you’re the first thought that came to me
I know it sounds crazy but right now that’s just me
I have never been in this state, and though it feels good it’s so scary
It’s so easy to be just in that plateau and be myself so carefree
But now I long for that someone and my head is bugging me
Falling in love is way too hard, I really think it’s insanity
But people left and right do it, and I’m sure it’s supposed to be healthy
But now I’m spinning like a top and my life is moving in high velocity
I’m catchin my breath, I’m holdin my legs, it’s too constricting
But I’m being calm as I could, though I’m driven sometimes by impulsivity
I’m still in the process of growth and masterin control is not easy
But everyday I watch the clock tickin, thoughts of this love nags me
I may never step on this platform again, I may never have back this intensity
This simple joys of life is way too slippery, and these are what matters to me
So I’m sayin this now before I forever lose the time and opportunity
Whatever happens, whatever the future holds
I want you to know..
that you would always be my greatest love story.