To Someone Special - Visitor's Love Poem

by Emmanuela Jolteus
(Greenacrs, FL, USA)

The worst moments of my life is when I beyond miss you
And I’m sitting here thinking to myself does he miss me too
I'm asking myself why did he cheat what did I do wrong
Maybe it’s because I didn't keep him happy for too long
I have this slight anger that turns all my lights dim
But I can’t lie to myself I still care for him
I keep this anger deep inside my soul
And it's killing me damn I'm about to blow
Even if it takes forever I'll wait for him
But the chances of me surviving are none if not slim
He’s the only guy I felt this for
And the way he looks at me just makes me love him more
Should I hate him and ignore what he has to say
Or should I love him and decide on that special day
The day I’ve been dreaming of, the day he becomes free
And the day when he answers all questions important to me
I love him too much to just let him go
The future of our relationship at this point only god knows
All I can do is hope that my lights don’t become anymore dim
And hope that he loves me as much as I love him

By: Emmanuela Jolteus