Wondering.... - Visitor's Poem

by Janeth Wargh
(Lidingö, Sweden)

I found myself in a labyrinth of feelings,
seeing that all that is happening are real things.
It causes some fear in me, 'cause I remember,
the last time, and the hurt in me surrender,
maybe to another reality, where space and time don't exist,
only two souls finding each other, reaching out through a thick mist.

Will you remember me when all this begin?
Will I remember you and feel you within?
Will we be able to recognize and accept each other's fragility?
Or will we do as mostly, despise each other's ability?

I desire so much this to be a real and beautiful relation,
where we are able to put our selves above creation.
To get the best in us, appreciating the sensibility
and the reliability.
To dance with the music we hear within us
and follow these feelings,
supporting that the ego will make fright and fuzz,
and that I will be able to sooth thee,
by opening our hearts completely,
and letting the trust and love coming on neatly.

I won't give up my dream of a loving relationship,
being with you or with someone else in another trip.
And connecting with you, my heart starts to create,
everything I feel and to whom I relate.

This is magic I won't give it up,
sensing that this will lead us to the top.
Maybe we will be able to understand,
by softly and caring taking each other's hands,
and walk together without hard feelings,
just by accepting our inner healing.