For the first time in my life I am fearful of something, I am scared of not living enough years to love the way I've been loving life, loving my three boys and my wonderful husband.
I am scared to find out that I may have breast cancer and that due to that illness my life can be cut short in the many years, days, hours, and minutes that I've hoped to enjoy with my loved ones, my family, my friends, and my boys.
I love being a mother to my boys. I love being a sister, wife, friend, daughter and aunt. I am scared but today I realized l can dwell live in fear or live the short or long life god has planned for me.
I have chosen to live lovingly and nurturing myself with love. I love living life, love nurturing, and raising my boys not being afraid of anything or anyone. To love, respect, and enjoy life without fear of death.