Sometimes - Visitor's Sad Love Poem
by pef
(Shanghai, Philippines)

I donât know why every time I think of you
I just canât help myself falling into you
But sometimes I wonder if you really care
I only feel better every time you are near
I tried my best to understand our situation
I also sometimes needed your little attention
And it hurts me when every time I needed you
I can not get a quick response from you
Sometimes I canât help asking myself what I am to you
If you really love me can you please let me know?
Then if your answer is not at least be honest
Just be true to yourself and have courage to admit
These past days I feel so empty and helpless
I did expect you to comfort me in my sadness
But it caused us more stress and end up into mess
I donât know anymore it seems you are so hard to please
I really hated myself for letting you know how I feel
But I really donât care as Iâm true and for real deal
I never expected that it will took time for me to heal
Sadness and tears are just a part of letting you go my dear
February 9, 2011